actpretty grace(:GOD's creation

Pain, Hurts....

2009-08-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

The decision is made and finalised... Its just a split second change and I am back to square. Sometimes,I wonder humans are really small and limited in some ways. I am starting a new phase of life and changes will soon have to be made.

Tears, pain and hurts can come but the most impt thing is the way i handle all these. I want to trust and hope in Him for His strength and mercy is all I need. I am just lost and lost...Another part of me is still coping to be strong and nv to leave a trace of tears.

I need to be out!

Updates...

2009-08-04T23:14:00.000-07:00

Everytime when i get onto this blog, it reminds me of how fast time flies...I am currently working and learning to be an adult in many ways. The stage of a adult ages so fast...oops!!! I guess in every phase of life, i am thankful for the things i have to go thru and thats where i can grow as a person.

A little check on my life and I realised that many events or thoughts have turned my plans upside down. What do i mean by dat? oh....there are many things that we can blamed others for happening etc...BUT... in times like dat, with a glimpse of hope from Him, I am so thankful that i am going to be a stronger and independent gal. Praise God.

Running also help in my down times. I can remember how i once hated and have to drag myself to track for training. Oh...thats a terrible feeling! ahhhh...now: I am so thankful and happy when i have a partner who can run with me. The goal is still to be able to run alone together with His presence.

Here, i would like to congrat a dear fren of mine (XC) who has passed her driving test this morning! Its worth all ur efforts yea...Well done gal!

=)

I am back to blogging.....

2009-05-22T21:36:00.000-07:00

I am back here... Whenever i blog, it seems that i am in another phase of my life. I am now a WORKING adult! n a carefree gal!!! I am currently employed with a flexible timing and all in one job scope. Thank God for providing me with the work and gd employer!!!

If given a choice rite now to choose betw work and study, I would choose work(current). Despite that, i kinda miss many frens (including hi-bye frens) whom i have in sch. My work is a fresh start for me and i am adapting fast and getting to realise that i am a working adult. Gotta pay my sch fees, transport fees and soon my phone bill. I do not have to worry about all these when i am a student. In every stage of life, it is impt for us to enjoy and experience the fullest without complaining, thats my belief. SOsososo....if i have more worries now, i surrender it to God and I believe tat He is providing and watching over me.

i will try to take more pics and upload some in this blog to make it more personal. I realise tat i would be more regular if its personal to me.

Work work work...

2009-02-08T19:53:00.001-08:00

Oh no...I am struggling wiv my all time weaknesses now. AND it issssss to read and read for my course mod. I have a quiz this week and i barely start reading for it. This week wld be a busy week for me. I can only take a breathener after thurs at 7.30pm. Time seems to slow down suddenly... BUT its a gd time where i applied what i learnt yester during sermon of the secrets of the kingdom. It is to NOT ALL ABT ME! (where i may feel tired, sad abt my reading speed, doubt abt my intellectual capabilities and bla bla). I shld correct to its abt how God has created me specially and He will reveal His power to me this week. Praise God.

I am looking fwd to this sat birthday party at Shangrila Hotel. This would be my lst time there. I will be sure to take snap shots of place and happenings. hahahaha....*full of grins*

Today is also my bestie fren-Jm 1st day at work.I hope everything is gd at her side. Her cheery character will sureeely make her succeed.

Jia you...

Cute cute...

2009-02-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

I have finally learnt how i can upload photos into my blog entry.haha=) Thanks B.G! In this entry, I would like to intro a cute and miracle baby, Madison. I am so proud of her as a brave and pretty little gal. Her first birthday would be this coming thurs and i am attending her dinner. She reminds me of God's grace and love for His children. I am indeed thankful for God's beautiful creation cos she always brightens my day when i look at my hp wall paper. P.R.A.I.S.E God!!!!!!

To jm: she has grown up le like ur niece.hahhaa=)

A FRUITFUL Day=)

2009-01-28T07:49:00.000-08:00

Wow...time flies today! I am proud to say that I had a fruitful day today.Hooray!!!

I went to clementi to find B.G this morning and had a hearty breakfast wiv him. We went to the national museum in the noon time initially to fulfil his course requirement. I nv tot museum is such a nice and place to be in.haha=) My initial tots were that museum is all abt history and history=Boooorrrrreddddd. The experience today changed my perception and B.G: I will nv criticize history anymore. Sad tat i din take any pics. haizzz...I will be there another time, yea B.G?hahaha... fyi: B.G = Baby Gary (Gary always like to say he is a cute baby...haha)oopsie...secret revealed!!!!

Indeed walking ard the museum is real tiring and i lost my interest soon aft that...we din manage to view the basement level.haha... (sorri B.G)

In the evening, met up wiv Chia Wen, Xue Hua, Ellis, James and Leong for dinner. It was a gd catch up. So sweet of Ellis to hug me! Woah!!! tian mi mi...Cool yea.

Thanks B.G for the ride back home and praise God for the wonderful day spent wiv my dearest sistas and brother and close one.

Gotta be sch early to prepare OB tml. Penned down now den.

Nitez all.

Zao An Ni Hao....

2009-01-23T19:22:00.000-08:00

I was disappointed and upset with someone dear to me yester. Many times men fail but I am thankful and was reminded once again in the morning that I am always loved by God. God's love can brighten one's day and comfort one's soul like how He does to the start of my day and soul. Praise God.

Service yester was abt God's grace. I learnt sth insightful that is abt what grace is abt.A little sth to share: God's grace is abt doing work for Him and not expecting sth in return. Likewise in life application, its abt blessing and giving ppl but not expecting them to give back in return. This is so powerful! Kinda think abt it, God has changed and pour in so much blessing in my life and I have been receiving frm Him more than I give. oh oh...

I may have to spend the whole day at home. Mum is at home putting up the curtains and I have helped to change the bed sheets for bee and mine. Thats a little exercise in the morning cos i was sweating so much that droplets were formed.haha=)

To all: Have a great day ahead! God bless...

lalala!

2009-01-22T23:33:00.000-08:00

I will be suffering for nacarism for a few days. "nacarism = emotional instability" - thats what i learnt during my OB class this week. Whenever I have G.P, I would naturally have tat personality in me. I learnt sth interesting in class such that a person personality is stable and that for one to change his/her personality, it will take him/her 5-10yrs. Woah...super long period of time!

Anyway, I had a delicious and expensive reunion dinner yester wiv B.G and his family. Ate at Imperial Teochew restuarant at Taka. It was my 1st time there. The place was classy and nice. Was so full till when B.G drove me back home, I bathed and fell asleep straight. zzzzzz!

I am going for a special service ltr and gonna go prepare now le.

hooray!!!

Teary Day!

2009-01-20T19:31:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning feeling the urge to do a little exercise. This wld be cos of the KFC chicken I ate yester. oops...yummy yummy but Fatty Fatty...Met bee for dinner and mini shopping.

I believe God's favor is wiv me in sch and Royal Sporting hse. In sch, I went to class alone for Ob cos Fabian 'punk seh' me. I was dismissed late from my prior class and when i went to the OB class, I was so shocked that there was no seats left except the front 2 seats straight facing the prof. A classmate and I went to the class together and I think we have no intention of seating in those 2 seats. Since standing in front of the class seem funny and weird, we resort to sitting at the front seats. God's favor was wiv me cos sitting in front makes me more attentive and I got to noe a new fren. yea...

Another occasion is that at Royal Sporting Hse, I got to noe a sales person. This is cos I helped Chia Wen to buy a google and this sister of mine is so funny that the sales person also cant tahan till he kept laughing at her description of the googles she wants. In the end, the sales person chose the model and style of the googles and I chose the color. hoho...God Is Good All The Time!!!

off day

2009-01-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

I am so amazed by myself today. I spent the whole entire day at home without feeling lonely. God has answered my prayer which I made a few mths back about this weakness i have in spending time alone. Praise God yea!

Kinda reflect on what I did today. Hm, I sent emails for my prayer ministry, watched tv, eat, nap and here and there do a bit of AOB. And guess what, dear went to watch Red Cliff alone and its ALONE. I hope i am there with him but i am not. I am not grumbling or complaining here!!!

Guess what?I haven bathe the entire day and I am feeling sticky all over.hahha=) sometimes feeling dirty is a gd experience...but most of the time NOT!! hoho...tml is a shopping day for me.These days nearing the new yr period, shopping is like a discourager to me since it would make me ponder and focus on my weakness=size. I tried and tried on clothes or bottoms but jus couldn't fit! I still thank God for His grace for my value purchase with Chia Wen two days back. I managed to get a pant and skirt frm Mango.

Horray..penning down now...

spring cleaning day!

2009-01-11T07:11:00.000-08:00

I gave sunday service a miss today to help my mum in the hse cleaning operation. I tink age is catching up. I did only a little cleaning and am aching everywhere now already. I really admire my mum and aunt for being able to clean every corner of the hse.

I had pizza in the noon and its like so rewarding for a few hrs of hard work.haha=)Thank God spring cleaning history and tradition happens only once a yr or else i will "peng". My mum and aunt took 3 weeks to get my whole hse realli cleaned.

In the evening, I accompanied my mum and sis to Rivervale plaza for a walk. While passing shops, I saw the handy duster by magic clean which dear is looking for. The new pdt by magic clean is so popular that NTUC ran out of stock and the shop which I bought from had only 1 left after my mum purchased 2.

I will pen down here and gd nite!!!

my 1st entry=)

2009-01-06T06:32:00.000-08:00

I have always wanted to have a blog ever since my last blogging days. hm...it has been close to 3 years since i blog. Thanks to berina for helping and teaching me in the creation of this blog. Sometimes i wonder i may come frm an ulu mountain where there's no technology, no media, nothin at all...cos i am a com idiot and am a slow learner in technology.

Nevertheless, i would like to thank God for His grace and strength for the past 3 yrs. I survived and overcame the ups and downs of life. In this new yr 2009, I would like to depend on God more and not lean on my own strength whenever situation or life decision occurs.

For this entry, i would like to start out easy and short. There will be more to come!!!

Gd nite.